Couldn't find a better title. Problem? I hate you. ALL of you. Thanks for making me feel unwanted. Great feeling. Makes you feel all effin warm and fuzzy inside. But YOU wouldn't know would you? Probably been popular your whole lives. Yes, I am talking to more than one person. A whole lot more than one person. I know I should be used to feeling ignored and redundant by now. Maybe I am. But that doesn't mean I have to like it. Have you ever wondered WHY I don't talk to you? No, you wouldn't have bothered, so I'll save you the trouble by telling you. It's because I don't know how. I know I'm not the most sociable person, but that's just who I am. I can't communicate well. I can't express myself well. Believe me, if I could I would.
And YOU. Just because you don't like me..us...doesn't mean you have to make it THAT obvious. Given your age and who you CLAIM to be. I'm not very fond of you either, but I just don't like knowing that someone doesn't think very much of me. At least have the decency to PRETEND that you're okay with me even if you don't want to have anything to do with me. It's gonna be less than a year anyway. Then I'm out of here. I'll be thrust into another place. Only to be rejected again. Joy.
Who says vampires will never hurt you? I beg to differ. It's the only statement from MCR I disagree with. If there's a God out there, I thank Him for MCR everyday. Cause it's nice to know that you're not the only one going through this. That even your heroes were once zeros. Rejected,dejected and on the verge of killing themselves. Maybe one day, I'll be able to make somethingof myself, just like you guys did. Till then, I've still got your songs to let me know that everything's gonna be all right.

My chemical romance. Teenagers:
Because the drugs never work
They're gonna give you a smirk
'Cause they got methods of keeping you clean
They're gonna rip up your heads,
Your aspirations to shreds
Another cog in the murder machine
...The boys and girls in the clique
'The awful names that they stick
You're never gonna fit in much, kid

Yeah. I know. But thanks anyway...

Labels: Life sucks. And so do you.

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