I honestly am starting to get pissed off with this whole emo thing. I am not ACTING emo, I am not trying to be anyone else that I'm not just so you can call me emo. I'm just being me.Most of the time. If that's what you call emo then so be it. I just don't like being labelled. There is only one me and that's all you're ever going to get. I mean, I have a lot of characteristics that have so called "earned" me that title I know. Like my obsession with death,black, my being sadistic, annhilistic and me pulling my hair all over my face(by the way, the last one is a STEREOTYPE. The moment you're hair falls over your face you automatically qualify as an emo. -_-Pisses me off to no end)

Anyway, if I AM emo, SO WHAT? Seriously, we're humans too you know. Not freak shows. I mean BIMBOS are more socially excepted than EMOS. How riduculous is that?! One of us has more brain cells than five bimbos put together!! I mean, if you meet a bimbo you'll just be like, oh. she's bimbotic. The end. I, on the other hand now have had a handfull of people come up to me and say stuff like "tanya, are you trying to be emo?" or "tanya, can you stop being emo" RIDICULOUS! That's like, "tanya, can you stop being tanya"!!!

That's why I burst out in tears today morning. I was already super depressed about yesterday during morning assembly, so I shoved my hair over my eyes so no one would see me crying. Then when I walked up to class this girl(shall not mention her name) saw my hair and went like "tany, are you trying to be emo" That did it. I felt like punching her face till...shall not elaborate. So I just stormed into the classroom and broke down. I couldn't take everything piling up on me like that. This just sucks. It seriously does.

And just so you know, the hair serves a goddamn purpose okay. As a security blanket. Trust me, it's been more helpful than YOU have been. So like it or not, IT STAYS! And I'll keep the fringe down just to piss you off.
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