I'm am totally, completely and absolutely disgusted with myself. Seriously, what the freak is wrong with me!!! It's only a bloody solo. A bloody less-than-20-mothersneezing-second solo. So why the hell am I making such a big deal out of it?!?! I was shaking like nobody's business, my hair was all over the place, and worst of all, I WAS OFFBEAT. I mean, for pete's sake, I've been playing the damn part for more than FIVE MONTHS now. Things like playing offbeat,out of tune or sqeaking are totally inexscusable.
I absolutely despise stupid people who do stupid things. Now I've become one of them.ARGH. I ought to be shot. I am on the verge of swearing. And that is seriously a bad sign because I HATE swearing. It's just so uncivilised and low class. Proffesional snobs just don't DO swearing, know what I mean? Nevermind. I digress.
Like, I was SAYING....oh forget it. I have happier things to talk about. Like after that disgusting incident, I went out with Sherilyn Ng, Emily and Pei ting to pastamania. And then we went to that place, where I finally bought The Book. Yes, THE BOOK! The most brilliant, fantastic book ever known to mankind(or at least in my opinion) is in MY hands. And I am currently staring at the three most beautiful words in the world, with the five most beautiful faces in the world right under it.
I'm listening to Katherine Mcphee's Over it. Such a nice song. Reminds me of MIKEY everytime I hear it. Don't know why. How do you get over someone you don't even know. What's there to get over anyway? MIKEY!!! I LOVE YOOUUUU!!!!
Oh. That.
Speaking of Mikey, people, that day all I did was stare at his picture for five minutes and you guys came back from chinese and were like "are you okay?" Can't you let a girl drool over a hottie in peace?!?! I was just staring at his pic while wishing I had fangs. Er..nevermind. Shall not elaborate on that point.
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